Tuesday, September 28, 2010

REPOSTING OLD BLOG: kakabakaba ka ba?


July 29th, 2006 by jeorav

kakabakaba ka ba?

note: contains graphic expression of sexual encounters

the existence of "other" beings not visible to ordinary eyes is just normal to me. suddden movements on the corner of one’s eyes is in fact a natural occurrence. ok, i admit, i see ghosts in diffrent manifestations. your reactions are nada importa. if you are a believer, then read on. if not, just do me a favor and treat this one as fictional (or go ahead and read the next blog).

i lived alone before in a condominium unit.

i took a break and slept nearly 4am after my routinary review for a national examinations two years ago.

sleeping alone on a queen size bed, i have all the space for myself. i have four pillows and a fluffy comforter to accompany me every night. sarap matulog, imagine after hours of reading and understanding theoretical discussions, you will sleep and rest your mind alone, all alone.

yun yung akala ko.

one particular morning, nakatagilid ako facing one side of the bed. suddenly, nagising ako kasi may bumubulong. i thought its a dream pero i have my hair at my nape standing. kilabot ko sa buong katawan. naramdaman ko kasi may tumabi sa akin (i was reminded by this story by a friend who recently experienced the same thing in bangkok).

syempre ndi ako dumilat, pero alam ko and with another sense nakikita ko na meron akong katabi na nakatingin sa akin. alam ko nakatingin sya but i know he has no eyeballs. he is whisphering something which i cannot understand or is it with fear that i find the words incomprehensible. after a while, he was gone.

sana dadagdagan ko ng sex story ito eh, kaso i decided to cut this short eh kasi while typing this story, alam ko may nanunuod at nakikibasa sa likod ko. the same shiver is present, the same hollow eyes reading line by line, and i can feel the air from a sewn mouth whisphering words again. ayoko tumingin sa likod, baka kasi kung ano yung makita ko.

kayo kaya, meron din? hindi ba may kilabot din kayo nararamdaman?

sige na… tingin na sa likod

nyt!

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